who am I and what am I supposed to do?

"There are things in life that we have to do, otherwise we are not human, just a little peice of dirt"

I think that we should do our best to enjoy life.

If we enjoy life, we are able to help others to that too, which can lead to even more joy for ourselves.
If we enjoy life without fear of loosing the joy, we can be truly happy.
I am not saying that you should be happy all the time, because that would not work, nor be healthy.
If we were to always be happy, we wouldn’t know what it feels like not to be, and therefore we wouldn’t be able to appreciate it as much.

I don’t think that anybody, ever, will be able to truly know who one is, because, as we search for ourselves, we change. Once you think you know a thing about yourself, that thing changes, faster than you realise.

”Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are.”
”As my memories rest, but never forgets what I lost.”

I think those are good quotes on this subject. I don’t think we can even get a hum on who we are without going through pain. Nor do I think that we are able to truly appreciate something until we loose it.